The dying breath

So ever feared

Living in pain

Even more so

Life and death

Both feared with similar degree

Which is worse?

Dying or living?

Death or life?

Similar? But several miles apart

-Ioannes-

Am I the angel in disguise

Or the devil to be despised

Am I to live in all these lies

Just to blend in and to survive

-Ioannes-

Enough of storing all these ideas inside me....time to start work....

Restraining order

NS really stamps out my ability to do anything else other than to spend time in camp and when I book out, family, friends and girlfriend....2 years is really a long time...but 9 years is even longer...