All Alone by Johann Pang

When the darkness falls around you
you really start to think
Where the hell is everyone
who promised everything

How come they're all missing
They've all disappeared
Suddenly the only one
around you is yourself

There ain't anyone who can help you
Ain't anyone who cares
Ain't anyone who understands
Ain't anyone who's there

Cause no one really gives a shit
Cause no one gives a damn
They're only superficial
devils acting like they're saints

well I'm sorry for being selfish
I'm sorry for being rude
but there's a time when you'll realise
in life, you're all alone

You can't rely on anyone
not even on your friends
Even family can abandon you
leaving you for death

Anything that you need done
You'll do it on your own
Friends, family, anyone
won't bother till your down

It's your life thay always say
you make what you want it be
as for us don't bother knocking
we have our lives to lead

Cause no one really gives a shit
Cause no one gives a damn
They're only superficial
devils acting like they're saints

well I'm sorry for being selfish
I'm sorry for being rude
but there's a time when you'll realise
in life, you're all alone

And now to everyone close to me
a message I will leave
In case you think that I need help
the next time you see me

Fuck you and goodbye
I can manage on my own
no need to come calling
when I'm already gone

And when you finally realise
that all those years I've cared
don't you come crying
cause you weren't there for me

Cause no one really gives a shit
Cause no one gives a damn
They're only superficial
devils acting like they're saints

well I'm sorry for being selfish
I'm sorry for being rude
but there's a time when you'll realise
in life, you're all alone

well I'm sorry for being selfish
I'm sorry for being rude
but there's a time when you'll realise
in life, you're all alone


This song I dedicate to all those out there who are feeling torn up inside and no one to whom you can turn to in your troubled times of need. All those who feel that after all they've done for their friends, they don't really care about you. All those whom friends and family have abandoned them. All those who are simply all alone in this world.

My new N95 works like a dream...then only after 5 hours or so, i wake up to the reality of the bleeding crappy batt life. a few calls and a couple of messages later....the inevitable "low battery" will come out flashing on the screen..just hope nokia will either get a new longer lasting battery out or upgrade the firmware a little (if that helps)...

First day working at settlers katong and guess who decides to show up..Justin THONG! now he can finally get some payback...and uh...Nigel will be next (kinda leaked out that you were working at Gelare siglap) oppss... =P

that's bout if for now I guess...gotta get back to my 1 month overdue econs homework..till next time ;)

Song of the Day : One More Moment by Ronin

Went to watch Phantom of the Opera ytd with my family.
Note to self: Front row seats are awesome! esp when u get to look below the stage and watch the orchestra play too! and every single expression on the actors/actresses faces can be clearly seen. Not to mention you get to feel the intensity of the special effects which those poor buggers up in the foyer & circle seats can't experience.
The actor playing the phantom was awesome but my mom's friend said that the previous actor who did the previous one was better...not sure bout that since I didn't watch it. Went down to Astons at katong for dinner....had a steak with mash & pasta salad...bought food home for dad coz he went over to funan after the play...looking for a new laptop and possibly a new Mac =)

Song of the Day: Love Me or Hate Me by Lady Sovereign

ODAC Orientation Camp

2 days-1 night of fun and an extremely late night. After the art trip to NUS came back and went straight to this 24 hour orientation camp. Luckily I'm a senior so it was quite slack for me...
First night we just played a couple of night games like candle wars where the objective was to use your candle to burn your opponent's piece of string and cabbage captain's ball where basically the ball is substituted with a cabbage...cleaning up after the game was hell. then at night around 2 am was the night walk...then rock climbing and flying fox the next day.

P.S. Saba gets sedated on her on fragrance and is addicted to it but, she's still cool...

After the camp rushed down to Clarke Quay to catch Drift net which was an example of performance art done by a local artist. Loved it! Lightings and sounds gave me loads of new ideas for my coursework. Pretty excited to get that doen now... =)

Song of the Day : Estoy Aqui by Shakira

Visit to NUS Cultural Centre

A visit to the NUS Cultural Centre on friday afternoon with the art students...

Affandi - Self Portrait (1952)
Oil on canvas
106 x 94.7 cm

Ho Ho Ying - Painting 701 (1970)
Oil on board
122 x 122 cm

Choo Keng Kwang - Street Scene (1966)
Oil on board
58 x 73 cm

Yeoh Jin Leng - the Trap Series: The Lure of Tun Tun (1997)
Acrylic on canvas
132 x 203 cm

Ng Eng Teng - Red Face (1986)
Ciment-fondu, paint & lacquer
59 x 34 x 20 cm

Ng Eng Teng - Torso-to-face (1997)
Colour pencil & watercolour on paper
75 x 55 cm

Baet Yoke Kuan - Untitled
Concrete & metal
200 x 180 x 70 cm